basically iloveyou.♥.

so right now im currently at school, staying after to help out with the grade 8's open house, and im sewing. ha, i pracially think im a loser.
but im here with my friends, and i was trying to get on facebook, but i couldnt so i was thinking.. hmmmmmm i think i should go on blogger.
Havent been on here in like life. my teacher is like leaving right now so me and my friends are here by ourselfs.
Im waiting for my friend hayley and ailish to come, but idk, im having fun.

currently i'm not too sure on who i like, im kind of confused but i think a like someone.
i cant wait and i mean i CANT wait to see Twilight, that movie is like LIFE!
ha!
ill try to come on latter, but im not soo sure.
soo
ttyl. byyee♥ xox.Stephaniiie.

song of the day;
do ya - mcfly.

quote of the day;
i dont want to be the most beautiful girl in the world.
i just want to be the most beautiful girl for you
i dont want to be the only one in the world
i just want to be the only one for you.

picture of the day;

her wildest dreams.

so im gonna try and keep doing this everyday.
but yeah.
i get busy so sorry. :P
haha
anyways. ahhh i have school sooon!, i dont want summer to be over,
but there is an end to everything
shiiitty.
anyways STEVE is in the hospital, he wasnt getting blood to his brain and heart
which in his case SUCKS ass!, but he is getttting blood there noow, but he isnt coming home till sunday.
bummmer.
so yeah my mother is realllly upset, *sigh*.
Oh JOY, taryn's boyfriends upp, he's totally cool dont get me wrong, just like URGH, they dont leave eachothers side.
lmfao
soo i totally havent slept all night
yeah, i couldnt.
haha :P
(:


song of the day;
favourite arcade - hello kelly

quote of the day;
because every sixty seconds you spend
upset is a minute of happiness
you'll never get back. - unknown

picture of the day;

HELP!

well im think about writting a book, yeah i know sounds kinda weird, and stupid but i think it would be pretty fun and interesting.
i've already writting chapter 3, well some of it.
im gonna post it.
tell me what you think
PLEASE be HONEST!



Lexiie and Melissa have been bestfriends for a LONG time. And Lexiie has to move again. So her mom is looking at this house out in Pefferlaw where Melissa lives. Her mom end’s up buying the house, and Lexiie and Melissa are really happy about it. One day on a Saturday Melissa and her boyfriend Christian come over to Lexiie’s house, totally unexpected, Lexiie lets them in and they hang out for a bit, just randomly talking, and hearing about the new stuff in each other’s lives. Then outta nowhere Melissa and Christian start making out and Lexiie has nothing to do. “ Kay, you guys! Wtf, where’s my boyfriend!?*sniff**tear*” said Lexiie. Melissa stopped making out with christian and starts laughing, Lexiie and Christian join in.

Then the door bell rings, and Lexiie goes to answer it. She open’s the door and was shocked at what she sees. It’s Christian’s hot friend Keegan. So Lexiie lets him and he follows her. They go and sit on the couch across from Melissa and Christian. “Dude I didn’t even think you were gonna show up, good to see you bro.” Christian said “Yo dude, yeah I told you I was gonna come” Keegan said. Lexiie and Melissa just brusted out laughing, Christian and Keegan just looked at them weird.


Then Melissa and Christian were at it again! Lexiie and Keegan just looked at each other and started laughing. “So what do you want to do?” said Lexiie “Well we could talk, or make out. It’s up to you” Keegan said. Lexiie just bursted out laughing, “Whatever you prefer, I don’t mind.” Lexiie giggled. “Well I’m thinking that I would prefer to make out then to just talk, so I guess were gonna make out.” Keegan applied “Okay, I guess we know what were gonna do then.” Lexiie replied. Then Keegan took Lexiie’s face in his hands and kissed her lightly at first, then he started kissing her harder and then they just went at it.

Melissa and Christian stopped and stared at Lexiie and Keegan with confusion. Lexiie got the feeling that she was being watched so she pulled away slowly. Then turned to look at Melissa and Christian. She didn’t realize that she had gotten so close to Keegan when she was making out with him, she was practically sitting on his lap, she started giggling, then asked why there were staring at them. “ What were you guys doing?” Asked Melissa “making out.” Keegan replied.
Lexiie wasn’t looking at Keegan but she could hear say it with happiness, she wasn’t complaining.

Then they all just started talking again, and outta no where Keegan asked Lexiie out, and she said yes. So she got what she wanted, and that made her happy. Melissa could tell that Lexiie was happy and that made her smile towards her bestfriend.

feeeling totally better.

well yesterday i was talking to kyle and he told me that he liked me as a friend only, and i was like; yeah i know, then he was like; were kool right? and i was like; yeah i knew you did so yeah.
then we started talking and we made plans, but when he told me he only liked me as a friend it was really weird because i felt soo better then i did before, i finally found out that i didnt like him anymore. which is such a releif, haha anyways. me and him were talking and i was like i wanna go play in the rain and he said he did too so i was like the do it he was like k im gone then i was like kkay me too,
i ran outside and it wasnt really ranning anymore ): sigh, anyways, so i ran down to the lake and ran into it C: it was warm. then i came back and he was like you back yet i was like mhm, i ran down to the lake C: and he waas like sweet, i went on my trampoline and bounce then slipped and fell off, i was like hahahahah , i mean poor kyle ): lmfao

then me and laura got talking and she was telling me about this boy (; and showed me some pictures, he's pretty cute (;! lmfao, but he's all her's, i called dibs on this really hot boy we always see C:, goo me (: lmao.

This weekend im going swimming with laura lauren and kyle. its gonna be JOY C:
last weekend i went swimming with laura lauren jordan and tyler, it was pretty fun, but i was pissed at jordan the whole time.
Then at like 8 or 9 we go into a fight *sigh*
but now were all good.

im soo excited because my grad trip is in a week C:, can't wait!
then my graduation is in two weeks and a day! C:!

COMEE!


xxoo;peacee;♥

MAKE ME A SIGN & ILL RETURN THE FAVOUR!

HHEY, I KNOW YOU WANNA MAKE ME A SIGN
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS..
GET A PIECE OF PAPER. WRITE MY NAME ON IT , DECORATE IT TOO IF YOU LIKE.
THEN TAKE PHOTO'S WITH IT, AND SEND IT TOO ME!
AND ILL RETURN THE FAVOUR!

when your done making the sign
send it too; toxic.love.x@hotmail.com
please and thank you
LOVE YOU!

well another weird ending to a weird day..

welll
me and laura and rebecca all walked to jordan's house, to find out that he had JUST left , this was in the morning, lmao. well we were walking down the street and i SWEAR i saw a white hat, ( kyle ) and well guess what i did :P, so we got to school and my creepy stalker boy George is REALLY good because he was walking behind me the would time, and i didnt even see him!, Then i was like "YO!, George come here!" Then this kid named Aric came, and i was like omfg, RUN!, so me and laura rann all the way over to the primary end, just to find out he was still following us!, it wasnt even cool!.

Then Montana came and we ran and jumped on her.. :) a usual. So were walking back and talking about random stuff like usual.
Then the bell rings so we go inside, first period was.. Science, we didnt really do anything, got a project and our god damn graduation photo's I HATE MINE! and im not the only one that hates theirs. :P, but then after that we had Gym but actually we had Balance Beginnings which is really fun, in a way. After that we had computers, we had a fun computer class cause all we did was ask Philp if he heard of names because he came from Britian.

Now its first recess didnt reeally do much this recess, just hung around, and did cartwheels and stuff, Talked to Mitch, Jordan, & Kyle. Then they walked away, and kyle let a BIG burp out, and i screamed EW!, OMFG THATS GROSS!, then we went to sit on the wall, then the bell rang.. So we went to go inside and kyle came up and i was like Kyle next time say EXCUSE ME!, lmao!:)

Now its French, and we didnt really do anything. Just sat there and talked. Me and laura were just fooling around with her necklaces, man those things HURT!, When that was over we had math. but it really wasnt math it was actually english. because our teacher wasnt gonna be there after lunch so we did our speeches. I still have to go tomorrow.. Dont think ill be ready.

Now its lunch, and me and laura sat together and kyle and david sat together, when really its me and kyle and david and laura, but me laura and kassidy were the only girls there. so we all sat together.. Me and laura totally forgot our lunches.. lmfao. Then it was outside portion and me and laura went to my locker and then i pushed my friend devon then drake pushed him, it was really funny. then we went outside because i ran away from devon , he came outside and chased me and then my shoe fell off then he took it and him and david had a PASS THE SHOE THING, my sock got really dirty :(. then we went to the bathroom and i fell onto the floor and just sat and made noices with the door :), lmao then mrs pal / harris came in and thought we were other people but really we werent :), then we came outside and sat down then got back up because it wasnt OUR side to hang around on, so we moved down a little, then george gave us a ball and we played with that, then george joined in , then travis did. it was fun!. Then i turned around to walk up alittle bit and i saw jordan and kyle whispering and looking at me, i was like OMFG BETTER NOT BE TALKING ABOUT ME!, then i just forgot about it and went back to kicking the ball! Then the bell rang. :P

Last three periods now.. Litreacy!,
which is Language & History, but really it was language math and history today, we had a suplie Mrs. Fisher. She's cool. me and kassidy flied threw EVERYTHING!, so there wasnt really anything to do after, but talk to devon :P.

Coming home; i walked with laura, rebecca and larissa to the art centre and then my mom picked me up, we talked about random stuff like we usually do. then i came home took the dog for a walk, got the mail, came back home got something to eat:P, then went to my computer and went on msn and started talking to people and listening to music. Then me and Jack got into a fight, it wasnt really great!, it was acutally really stupid, this is how it went down!

(4:32 PM) jack ily n:
hey
(4:33 PM) stephanieee...?!:
hhey
(4:33 PM) jack ily n:
wsp?
(4:34 PM) stephanieee...?!:
nothing music, myspace.you?
(4:34 PM) jack ily n:
on the phone with nat
(4:34 PM) stephanieee...?!:
cool?
(4:35 PM) jack ily n:
yeahh suree
(4:35 PM) jack ily n:
are you still mad at me??
(4:35 PM) stephanieee...?!:
i never was in the first place..
(4:35 PM) jack ily n:
(4:36 PM) stephanieee...?!:
your gullable
(4:37 PM) jack ily n:
i hate you
(4:38 PM) stephanieee...?!:
fine
(4:38 PM) stephanieee...?!:
i hate you too!
(4:38 PM) jack ily n:
(4:38 PM) stephanieee...?!:
go play in the traffic!
(4:38 PM) jack ily n:
and go get hit by a buss
(4:39 PM) stephanieee...?!:
THATS THE SAME THING
(4:39 PM) stephanieee...?!:
ASS HOLE!
(4:39 PM) stephanieee...?!:
dont talk to me
(4:39 PM) jack ily n:
fine
(4:39 PM) stephanieee...?!:
fine
(4:39 PM) jack ily n:
im blocking you
(4:40 PM) jack ily n:
(4:40 PM) stephanieee...?!:
I DONT CARE!
(4:40 PM) jack ily n:
WELL GO FUCK OFF THEN!!
(4:41 PM) stephanieee...?!:
I TOLD YOU TO STOP TALKING TO ME
(4:41 PM) stephanieee...?!:
AND YOU FUCKIGN WONT!
(4:41 PM) stephanieee...?!:
(4:41 PM) jack ily n:
AND I TOLD YOU TO GET A LIFEEEEE
(4:41 PM)
jack ily natalie(L) is now Offline
(4:41 PM) stephanieee...?!:
i have one!@
(4:41 PM) stephanieee...?!:
unlike SOME PEOPLE!

well were good again! i called him! :P, and well idk what to write anymore,
OTHER THEN GETT WELL REALLY SOON JORDAN AND NATALIE LOVE YOU GUYS!♥

WHY DO I LIKE HIM SOO!?

okay,
well you all know how i like a boy
and welll!
its not cool
because he flirts with me and so
but he has a girlfriend
and he's confusing me soo much
it makes me soo sad !
Because i dont know what to do anymore !

Like seriously i really gotta know if he likes me or not because if he does then why doesnt he just dump his girlfriend and go out with me, if he doesnt then why does he flirt with me :(
SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN!

wtf :(

okay so yesterday me and laura brought in pop & water,
then just went outside instead of going to girls inc, because there was really no point of going anyways, so we went and hung with the grade sevens :),
lmao
anyways, we hung with kyle, jordan, nigle, nate, gorgiee, amber, lauren(kinda), dannii, aidan,
and other people, cant remember:P
anyways, they were playing with balls, and me and laura were hanging with Jordan, then amber came, with a slushie, of corse i got the last bit, like always :D,
then we went inside, and did our cbc, then our regular programs,
THEN me and laura worked after school at the junior boys basketball and we got Jordan and Kyle to stay and watch :),
they helped out at the conssion stand
then mr. teal, geh ass teacher came out, and kicked them out
like wtf,
it was SOOO MEAN!,
they might come tonight because Mr. Stupid Teal isnt gonna be there, and if he is they are staying on the stage so HE cant kick the out!

pshhh, i so dont like mr .teal!

anyways, ill
write tonight
maybe :P
peacee.xxoo♥

crushing

wow,
kayy,
im crushing AGAIN, it totally not fare!
lmao
kkkkaaaaaaaay welll i see him like everyday and it makes me happy !
i felt bad today thooo.
i almost hit him in the head with a ball :(
i said sorry,
i would have gave him a hug, but i did lmfao!
i like him a LOT, like its not cool,
i cant give him off my mind
HELP ME!

oh my gosh

Holy shit man,
i havent wroten in here for the longest time EVER!
kkkkay weell
my day was pretty good but pretty bad ,
i go to laura's house every morning for like a MONTH :D
which is exciting,
me and my friends were hanging out i dont remember what we did first rescess:P
but lunch rescess we lyed on the pavement in the sun,
it was QUITE warm if you ask me:P
then we got up, and went and walked around, then i was like DAMN YOU GUYS the kyle guy is hot.
lmao
then i got a slushy from my friend Amber,
that was frigging good!
we have a new seating plan tomorrow, i sit with my friend Kyle.
But today when i was working on my spelling with my friend Devon, this girl named Katelyn
just totally freaked out.
LIKE i cant have a GUY friend without her thinking i like them
i dont understand that, but really she needs to mind her OWN business!

haha well
ANYWAYS
ttyl
peaceee.xxoo♥

wow, this was one day that ill never forget!

wow. i havent wroten in here for a while. well anywho, getting to my day.
i went to school then again i always do.
But we had to get these needles and omg do they hurt!. so that happened at like the END of music class.
and omfg it was PAINFUL. my arm still hurts :.
and then me and my friend emily finished our math and we didnt want to play cards so we just went and started looking at things from underneath a microscope.
man that was funn!.
lmfao.
but anyways at lunch she didnt want her pop so she gave it to me and like me i usually take the tab off and put it in my pop. so i did that.
and omg am i NEVER doing that again.
i swallowed the tab :.
and then i called home and steve wanted to come and get me just incase. so i said okay. can argue with that.
so i was in the office and my friend montana was doing office duty. and i was shredding paper. just to make the time pass by faster.
it was entertaining.
lmfao.
well when i got home i cleaned my room didnt have anything better to do.
then i went on msn and talked to my friend austin told him what happened and he laughed at me.
then again my own mom laughed at me :.
then i told kady and she said yet again another thing only stephanie would do.
just because yesterday i ran into a table.
it hurt really bad too!
but anywhoo!.
ill write in here laterr!
ppeaceee.oox♥

Well Today is just Another day.

Today was pretty fun, me and my friend Devon got into a fight.
But we talked threw it. Today was stressful.
and i dont know why.
too many things on my mind i guess... Well my throat has been hurtting and i dont know why :S.
im probably getting sick.
Today we went to Pancake tuesday at the Knox Chruch, it was pretty fun :P.
When we came back it was recess and i was working in the office today. :D.
i had fun.
Then after rescess it was French and these guys in my class Denver and Kyle got into a fight.
Denver punch Kyle in the face..
it was interesting :P
Then we had this thing that my friends were doing after lunch, and my team won the first game thing and got gummie bears :D. and then who ever finished the wordsearch would get five and i finished both, i got eleven :D.
then after school it was girl's inc.
i wanted to get to Black River really fast because i promised Garrett i would get there so i could talk to him,
when i got there he was there and i was happy ( btw, i like this boy :) )
Then when we were just about to leave i got a hug from him, and it made my day because i was so stressed out that it just made everything better :D.

well thats all i can think of right now.
ill write tomorrow.
peaceee.oox♥

well im sitting on the computer.
listening to music
and kinda in pain.
but ill be alright.
from friday on i sleep over at cassie's and had a BLAST!.
so much fun.
we partied.:P
and well i dont want to go to school now.
my stomach hurts, i feel like im going to puke, but im still going to school.
yes, when it comes to things like this i tend to put up with it.
got some good books to read, im happy about that :P.
wow, i sound like such a dork, Garrett says im not thoo :P.

well im going to get read for school. :.
peaceee.ooxx♥

promise to write about my day later !

just another wonderful day.. not going to end :D

well i went shopping this morning.
we didnt go to toronto because of the weather. So we went to the mall.:D
i got new stuff that i LOVE!:D.
and i might be going to Cassie's tonight till sunday :D.
well i dont know if i am or not. because my mom has to call her friends :P.
right now, im wearing my new jeans, new t-shirt, and new sweater. :D.
i love them!.
i miss my friend Josh from my old school. Me and him were like BAM always together.
like brother and sister.!
i just cant wait to hang with him again.
omg im uber excited i get my movie tonight :D:D:D:D.
Across The Universe.
man i've been waiting so long.
and we get alivn and the chipmunks :D:D:D.
wooooh!
:D
lmao.
wellll im going to write in here tomorrow.
or later on tonight..
i guess your just gonna have to wait and see ! :P;):)

peaceeeooxx♥

Good Day Turned Bad

Welll today was greaat, i woke up at 6:00 went into my kitchen got me some rise krispy's vanilla flavoured. Then went back into my room, got dressed, went on msn for a bit, jammed to some music. Then left for laura's. Got to laura's house and we walked over to the school. We were the first one's there and it was like 7:04 lmao. We were walking the hallways. it was like Really creepy because it was soo quiet!.:P
Well when we got back to the front door's Danni was there so we werent soo alone anymore :D.
Then Anne came, the Mrs. Oyston, then Nate, and then the bus came, and my parent wasnt even there :O,
I thought i was going to have to go by myself, which i tottally didnt want to do.
So Mrs.Minner called Tyson's house and he was on his way over.
When he got to the school we left and were on our way to Marham for the Together Were Better thing.
When we got there we were like Ohh Wow, because it was like REALLY big :P.
Then we had to go to a room and put our stuff there, then we went to the gym for like an assembley kind of thing.
The assembley didnt start right away so me and laura were looking for hot guys.
Just when i thought there was one, it turned out to be Dillon, one of my ex's friends.
We get along alright, but we arent that good of friends.
Then we had to go to the first workshop, and me and Tyson had a BLAST, it was so much fun.
Then we had another weird assembley thing.
Me and laura tottally like just lied down the whole time :P.
After that we had lunch, and MAN was the caff full or what!.
After that we had another workshop and it was that bad, it was me Tyson, Laura, and Kaitlyn, that went to this one, and me and laura made new friends.
Lauren & Robert( hottie ) :D
i got lauren's msn, and she gave me roberts.
Then we went to another assembley thing, and i thing that it was like the BEST one out of all because it was like tottally random and fun.
Then we were leaving got lots of people to sign our shirts :D,
then me and laura got lost.
like Stupid us to get lost.
Then we found our group and went out to the bus and was on our way home.
Then when we got there i called my mom and told her to come and get me now because we came home earlier then what we thought we would.
When i got home i added Lauren, started watching The Golden Compass ( gotta finish!) then autumn came over, we partyed for a bit, then she left.
Parents are gone.:D
tomorrow im going shopping in toronto.
but the worst thing that happened today was.
My BESTFRIEND Jesse's dad died :(.
Like that sucks big time.
i started to cry.
it was soo sad. I just want to be with Jesse right now :(. I want to give him a BIGGG hug and tell him everything will be alright.
But i cant, i live a while away, and my parents ARENT home :@.
Like omg.
i just wish !

well i have a lot more to say, but little time.
so ill probably explain it more in tomorrow's blog.
goodie's SHOPPING, tell you everything i get:D.


peaceeooxx♥

A Day In A Life At Her School.

Well today i had a lot of fun.
At first recess me and my friend were hanging out with our other friends.
Me and my friend were trying to open my friends locker because my other friend wanted to smell it because it smells BAD!. So the guys locker we were opening didnt want us opening it. So we had to fight him just to open it. When we thought he gave up on fight us he pushed my friend right into me and he hit his chin off of my shoulder.
And man could i say did that ever HURT!. Then i said heey friend your chin is hard my other friend was like what were you to making out to much i was like OMFG, and kicked him in the butt :). Then my other friend said what is does your chin miss his balls then i chased him out of the school and locked him out :).
Then at lunch recess me and my friend were going to the bathroom and we tripped and got in shit for tripping by our principal. It was really funny but really stupid.
Then when we were leaving he was like RIGHT there and we were just about to scream but we ran into our class room.
then we got in trouble for sitting on tables then we sat down and me and my other friend were throwing a math book around then got in trouble so we started throwing a yearbook and i hit my other friend in the hand with it.. :.
it supostably really hurt :S.
but then we had to go outside and it was like REALLY cold out.
so we were running around then the wind came and i was like OMG MY BUTT I DONT HAVE A BUTT ANYMORE.
Then we went and hung out with a bunch of people.
It was a funn day.
Tomorrow i have together were better thing.
I have to wake up at 6:00am :O:.
like omg, thats going to be harsh!. But im going to my friends house to walk with her in the morning :D.
my partner is one of my good friends soo ill have a lot of funn!
i get to go on a bus with my old school.
My old bestfriend will be on it. And my old boyfriend :.
Its going to be SOO weird!
welll thats what happened today.
and a bit of tomorrow.
ill write tomorrow :).
peaceee.ooxx♥